i've been crying and crying this day. i didn't know about this "thing"... basta, if u knew, it's reaaalllly sad. school-related.
i've been having unusual dreams. kanina, i dreamed about me at school, crying. many close friends of mine forgot my birthday... i swear, what i hate the most is when someone forgets my birthday. it's like: forget my birthday and i'll forget we've ever met.
tapos kahapon, i've failed my quiz in trigo just because of this matching type part... actually, i dont know how to read the domain and range of a graph since i was absent. fuck. perfect on the first part which was 5 oints only, since that was the part i knew. ung iba hula lang. 8/15. tangina.
Kanina pa ko ginugulo ng gagong kapatid ko sa internet. Sya, hnd nya kelangan ng card dhl sya may alam nung password dun sa binayaran ng parents ko na thing. Kanina pa nya ginugulo ung connection ko sa internet.
Nanonood ako kanina ng national geographic dahil napindot ko lang ung channel nila since nagiba ng channel ung skycable. They suck. Tapos guess what… it was about dolphins! Nung una, naakatuwa. But noooo, they showed the wild side of dolphins… as in WILD. I really adored them before since they’re like the only thing god made in this world that’s almost perfect, they’re peaceful, they give laughter without nothing in return and all those stuff… but they’re just like plain humans. The female dolphin was getting harassed. The male dolphins were dominating. Basta, sobrang nakakaawa. They showed their fights and all… this is just shit.
“they” made us do these things yesterday for st.paul. as if we would actually win…. Hello?!?!?! Ang kalaban, mga barangay… do u think we’re actually gonna win?!?!?! They were so demanding…. Fuck. First Friday mass din kahapon. GALA uniform. I forgot my tie… actually, during the morning, I kept staring at the tie for no reason. Damn it.
Then, today, when I opened my email, I got another email from one of my guy frend before… he’s now in NJ. Tapos he’s asking my number and stuff… grrr… I hate it when they bug me about those stuff….
My mom went somewhere with her frends. Those were the same people who she was with when they went to this place with dolphins, when I didn’t want to come since I thought I’ll have a really great time with tiff and bea at mega which unfortunately, they didn’t come. I still hate that day. That fuckin day. So anyways, they went somewer and they were going to ride a boat. I’ve always wanted to ride a boat.. somewer im surrounded by water.. it seems so peaceful… but no, I couldn’t come with them. Besides, I wouldn’t want to come since they’re a bunch of “old” people.
My birthday is the last day of exams… damn that sucks. What if. What if… what if maging proctor ko si gavino?!?!?!?! SHIT.
THIS SUCKS.
[x] wishh upon a star `//*
12:53 AM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
this is my new blog... i like it better than my tabulas since it's easier to edit the template... but i had one before, also here in blogpsot but i dont use it anymore...
ohwell... just have fun... and i hope u also find my layout interesting...